Wait... do you work for the God of the Underworld? My relationship with Hades.

Thank you so much for being here! Love you! ❤

INDEX! Because I also like to know what this post is about!

1. Intro and about me.
2.  A little bit about my past.
3. How we came together.
4. The Architect of Hades is born!

 1. Intro and about me.

So, I love the idea of working for the God of the Underworld, but this wasn't always the case! It has been a wild ride!

I don't know if he found me, if I found him or if we found each other, but we connected in October 2021 when I found an online coach called Angelica Cresci on Instagram, she talked about Hades and I loved her witchy vibe so I started following her.

I've always loved the mystical world, witchcraft, and the occult, when I was a kid I played off being a witch and had a bag under my pillow in case someone would come to pick me up to go to a magical school (like Harry Potter, but I knew nothing about that at that age 😂).

I love digging in the ground and collecting rocks that look rare, I freaking love volcanoes, bones, and vampires (wanna travel to Romania and write stories on a train 🥰), and if you tell me we'll go hunt some caves in the mountains I'll scream with excitement.

Also, loved Egypt and Greece as a child, and I fell in love with the mummification process of the Egyptians!

I'm a 27 yo architect and freelance CGI artist, I do 3D modeling and rendering for architectural projects of interior design. But also, love photography, graphic design, writing, and witchcraft.

Oreos, sushi, and ice cream are a plus! 😋

2. A little bit about my past.

It's funny how now I understand the path I'm currently on, for the most part of my life I lived in a state of numbness, severe depression and a diagnosis of schizophrenia that doctors said wasn't schizophrenia but... hey girl! You hear voices and see scary stuff! Must be that.

So I fought hard on believing that what I was seeing, hearing, and feeling wasn't real, I tried to cover that, I wanted to be normal, and I didn't want to feel that way. I used to say that if this was a gift, it felt more like a curse, one I wanted to get rid of.

I went to every psychologist and psychiatrist I could find and afford, I tried therapy, and medication but nothing worked. So I started walking the occult path when I was 16 (with Wicca), I remembered seeing a pentagram on the Internet and started reading about that. I felt a strong pull towards that... and now here we are!

Long story short. I knew what was going on inside of me, I used to say that I felt like a different person, the depressive girl was not me, I knew I was not the thoughts I had, so maybe I was a freak.

3. How we came together.

Now, returning to my relationship with Hades, I was afraid, not of him, but of screwing things up. I mean, I was scared of dealing with such a powerful God and then doing something to piss him off, I thought that maybe he wouldn't have the patience to deal with my depressive brain.

Yeah, you can tell I knew nothing about deities or had any experience with them.

So I rejected him, a lot of times.

Then I couldn't give him the back shoulder anymore, he was insisting a lot, I felt something calling me and that thought you have when you are doing something wrong and you must do the right thing.

I build a small altar for him in January 2022, a candle, and a hand-made drawing from an art piece I love about him. I remember forgetting to change the coffee offering for a week or more, I felt weird talking to a candle and was freaking out about my mom entering my room and seeing that. She is respectful of my things thou.

Today is 10/13/22 and in 10 months A LOT of things have happened.

I quit my job in February, I loved it but I felt stagnant there, it was hella painful to quit and the scariest thing I could do.

I deleted my 400 followers tarot profile on IG bc it didn't feel aligned at all, and was scared of exposing myself and being vulnerable.

And good things also happened.

A couple of days after I quit my job (Hades recommendation btw), an old student of mine came asking for help on her project. When we ended the project I found out she was greek, and I freaked out!! I asked Hades if she was some kind of a sign from him and he agreed.

Maybe I should post about my experiences with Hades on a different post! I love to write a lot as you may see. 🤗

The point is that I used to cry so hard at night asking him for help, I didn't want to feel the immeasurable pain my heart was going through, a week or so before I watched an IG Live from Kristen R. (@the_underworld_queen) about entities and I WAS SHOCKED. REALLY.

I thought, "omg, maybe this is the problem, maybe it's true that I feel like there's someone else inside me taking control of everything".

And the fact is that that's what was happening. I had an entity attachment, not because it's something special, all of us have them, but I WAS SO HAPPY to discover that I was not crazy.

We did the clearing in early September and 'till this day I'm amazed about this new world I'm experiencing. Definitely a story for another post.

4. The Architect of Hades is born!

So, I told Hades I wanted to connect deeper with him, I wanted to do a devotional act in his honor, I wanted to tap into the person I always wanted to be and I was willing to do the work.

Then I created a profile called "The Daugther of Hades" in which I was going to post about his myths, altar, and things; but then he gave me another idea. I was meditating, literally, when I heard this title inside my head "The Architect of Hades".

I started writing, I was going to talk about architecture, but not only that, Chthonic Architecture!! 

OMG, I was so excited about finding that out bc I didn't want to give up my career, I love being an architect and it's part of who I am, so being able to use my abilities as an architect to talk about dark stuff and magic is something so powerful for me.

Yeah, Chthonic architecture, archeology, tombs, caves, and... doing 3D models.

Hades told me that he wanted to show to our world how is the Underworld so that I could put my abilities to use on a project called "Visions of the Underworld". I go into deep meditation and he guides me through places in the Underworld so I can do sketches, concept art, and rendering of those places.

The Underworld is always changing and expanding, so it doesn't mean that what I see is the absolute truth about it, but it's a way to touch on some ethereal worlds and be more close to them. So, it would be incredible in the future to see the visions of the Underworld of other people, it's a future project and a wish.

I feel like, even though this project is based on my psychic and physical abilities, is a devotion I'm performing, I'm honored to say that I work for the God of the Underworld and to perform this task.

In the process of it, I've discovered things about myself, I've discovered abilities I buried deep inside my soul because of fear, and I get to enjoy and have fun doing 3d models and renders (one of my fav thing to do), read and study about architecture and it's linked to the dark world, philosophy, and magic. 

What else can I ask for?!

Now, I add up writing to the list. But it's just because I've found a place in which I get to explore all my facets and merge them into one product, something that is unique and mine, the very thing I always wanted.

If you got all the way down here, THANK YOU! I'm so happy to be able to experiment and play with this idea, and now you are part of my family on this journey. Let me know who you are in the comment section or just say hi if you feel like it!

Sending a lot of love and hugs, from me and Hades! 🥰🥰